a love story..

You will get this in every fairy tale. Once upon a time..... and the story begins. It seems to me like a ritual to start each story with the four words. I will start mine otherwise because it didn't happen once upon a time. It happened only yesterday, or maybe the day before.

As I've stated in my previous entry, Saffy has got herself a beau. I don't know where he came from but that minor detail about him did not matter at all. Shall I proceed? Sit back and let the story unfolds.....

It was a beautiful night with the presence of a full moon and a cluster of stars shining brightly, illuminating the dark sky. (well, it might not be a full moon because I cannot remember but love stories ought to have full moons and not half or quartered moons to make them more dramatic and romantic)

Okay, I am digressing. Let me get to the heroine of the story.

A pair of sparkling brown eyes were enjoying that night's scenery and was wondering how do the stars glow and about other trivial matters in life. As she stood by the the gate, watching and guarding at the same time, she saw another figure walking on fours coming towards her direction. No, there were two of them. Two of her kind. As the strangers of the night came closer and met her in the eyes, she felt her heart beating uncontrollably. Was it fear? Was it anger? It's my most honoured duty to keep this neighbourhood safe! I must bark. I need to bark.

Poor Saffy tried to get her voice out but she couldn't. Something prevented her to do so. Then, another incident which followed proven to be a test to the two strangers. The most determined one would stay and not give up to get near to Saffy. A teenage boy emerged and uncoiled the hose. Then, he slowly aimed the mouth of it and turn on the tap. The two dogs were sprayed with water and they fled. By now, Saffy had found her voice and she barked continuously, realising it was the right thing to do. The boy, satisfied with what he had achieved, went back into the house and Saffy was now left all alone, as she reflected on the incidents a moment ago. As she was doing this, again, she saw it coming. This time there was only one.

They exchanged greetings and the introduction began. (I don't know canine language so I am so sorry I can't interpret what the conversation was all about)

It was really a great date. They had moments of silence as they both continued to be mesmerised by the night scenery although the clouds had covered the moon but it was still a night worth to be remembered nonetheless. Occasionally, her beau on the other side of the gate would look at Saffy to tell her about how beautiful she was. Then, she would glance back at him and whined like how she does on every other day when she's hungry.

Time sure passed quickly when one is having a good time.

Soon, it was time to say goodbye and it was a reluctant one for poor Saffy. However, her beau promised her there would be another night when they would be able to enjoy the great sky again and express their feelings to each other. Saffy agreed to this and took him for his word.

24 hours later...

She was once again at the gate even before twilight came. Every second seemed to be like eternity and there was no sight of him. Maybe he has his reasons for being late. I will wait.

Midnight came. She knew he was not coming. Her heart broke for the very first time. She was hurt. She was hurt because of the broken promise given by her first love. Then, she made a terrible vow not to fall in love ever again.

THE END

There's a moral behind this story.

For the ladies: Never trust boys. They lie a lot.

For the guys: Never tell lies or you will remain a bachelor for life.

my will..

If only I could turn back time. Well, if only I could. Things haven't been going smoothly for me lately. Life is definitely no longer a bed of roses and the thorns are growing in number.

Studying 8 subjects at the same time is not easy. I will die very, very soon without needing any terminal illness or poisons to aid me. I'll die buried under my books and this is what will be written as the cause of my death:

"Brain leakage due to unnecessary pressures caused by too much reading and writing. In conclusion, she was murdered by WORDS and FACTS. Therefore, these two elements are proven dangerous and ALL students are exempted from keeping in contact with them unless no further deaths are reported."

Oh ya, I need to write a will. It will be as following:

• money-definitely to my parents and siblings. They can divide it into a ratio of 4:1. It will be my parents' choice as to whether they want to take one fifth or four fifth of it.
• stationery set-my dear friends. =)
• dresses-they will be auctioned.

Late night news: Saffy has got herself a suitor. I'll only let her marry if the suitor is good looking enough so that she can have wonderful pups. =D

shelly creatures..

Here are a some of the pictures which I had promised to post earlier.


One of the terrapins. They bite! Ouch!


Yoda (this shot is taken when he's busy enjoying his meal)
*I told you he can eat a lot*


My dearest turtles!! So sorry if the picture is blur. They swim too fast! Haha. A bunch of hyperactive creatures they are. =)

updates..

I shall not talk about terrible things which will actually make some of you out there cry.

Updates:
I have a new star tortoise named Yoda. He's really cute and loves to eat a lot. I will post his picture here as soon. Sometimes, I think I should buy some fish to rear and turn my home into a mini zoo. Currently, there are four types of animals.

• Saffy with teeth as strong as steel and will bite anything that comes in her way.
• Five turtles unnamed-it's pointless to name them since they can't answer you when you call them. (Yoda is a different case)
• Three terrapins with no names either.
• And last but not least, the vegetarian star tortoise named Yoda. (he was named by his previous owner, so as a form of gratitude and respect, we kept the name)

As I've said, I will not mention about terrible things but this one cannot resist not to be mentioned.

I WAS REJECTED!

How dejected I feel. Maybe this is a test from God to test my patience. I will endure it through and persevere no matter what. On the brighter side, I will be appealing tomorrow. With God's blessing, all things are possible. As the saying goes, we plan the work but God will work the plan. So, I guess it will work that way.

feeling happy about something..

The time is drawing near. And I am happy about it. =)

the verse of the day..

I finally found the verse Mrs. Yee has suggested that the lazy don't eat.

For this is written as in Proverbs 19:15,
"Laziness casts one into a deep sleep,
And an idle person will suffer hunger."

And I am afraid I will die of starvation.

all about school..

No matter how fun LSS5 can be, I want to leave as soon as possible. The environment there is all right and the personalities of the people within that four-walled classroom are interesting, but, it's so difficult for me to fit in. I don't feel a sense of belonging being a part of it. I want July to come sooner.

I've been tagged by Aisyah but I'll only do it later.

Mr. Karu asked me why I wanted to take B.M.. "I just like the subject!" came as a reply. He looked at me as though I came from Mars. I suppose he reacted that way because I am one of the few students who would be interested in that subject.

Mrs. Tan is freaking me out. I don't know why, but whenever she looks at me while speaking to the class just makes me feel nervous. I can't imagine what will happen if she were to call me to speak in front of the class. First, my heart would beat so fast and hard that it might burst. Secondly, my knees would start to tremble along with my hands and lips. And when my lips tremble, I can't speak properly which causes me to stammer and blabber in gibberish. Soon after that, she would have the impression that I came from another planet because she would not be able to comprehend me. How embarassing! I DON'T WANT TO SPEAK!! But I should know better that there's no way escaping this ordeal. I just have to get it done and over with quick.

If my application is rejected, I will definitely reapply.

wines..

Just came back from KL about 3 days ago after tasting the 'best' wines I've ever tasted. Red is better than white though. But I still prefer Sprite more simply because it's more tasty.

Feeling tired now and can't manage to spill anything here. I better sleep now. That's it duyun. I posted this for the sake of you. Appreciate it, will you? Hehe. =)

catty dreams..

The AF fever is back. This Saturday will be the first concert and I can't wait to watch. In the meantime, I have made a resolution. I'll skip the diaries and only watch the concert alone. The three Ds are what I see repeatedly in my mind now. Devotion, Discipline, Diligence.

Last two nights ago, I had a dream about this lion which came into my house. I don't know how it got in because the gates were closed and the only possibility that I could think of was that it went through the gates. And I thought that was the end of my life. It came near to me and I shut my eyes tight. Please don't come near me, please don't. I have a lot more to do with my life. I don't want to be devoured!! But dreams are dreams. The impossible happened. I stretched my arms out to the lion and gave it a hug. It responded by putting one of it's paws on my shoulder and hug me just the same.

It's really weird to have such a dream. It's even weirder when my mom told me she saw a cat in her dream that very same night. She told me that a cat came into the house. Well, of course, the cat she was referring to was just an ordinary cat. Not a big cat like The Lion.

I believe our dreams did linked together in a way or another which is what I call CATTY dreams.

Recently, my mom has invented a new phrase. It's raining Rosie and Saffy. Yes, Rosie is a cat. She's my neighbour's cat. I'll try putting her picture here as soon as I had snapped it. She's cute and Saffy loves barking at her. Maybe she's just jealous of Rosie's beauty. Haha.

off-hand answers in biology..

I am online not because I am trying to kill time. I have serious stuffs to do. I am doing my homework. Haa! You didn't read this wrongly. I am INDEED doing my homework ONLINE.

I have no references whatsoever to help in any of my science subjects which resulted me into looking for the anwers to the biology questions teacher gave as 'holiday homework' which literally means 'holiday stress' online. The murderous questions are simple, yet I can neither feel nor see the answers come flooding into my poor head. Yes, it has been rather poor these days considering the excessive amount of thinking that it had done for the past week.

If all the questions required off-hand answers, it'll be like these:

Explain the structure and functions of the following: (15 freaking marks)
a) cell wall
It's rather simple, isn't it? Cell wall simply means the wall of a cell. Functions? A wall is a tough structure so it's suppose to prevent the interior of the cell from breaking apart.

b) cytoplasm
Hm, this is slightly tricky. But not that much of a problem. Cytoplasm is the area surrounding the cell which is located within the boundary of the plasma membranes. The functions? It's a medium for circulation and distribution of water, minerals and other nutrients.

Nucleus, mitochondrion and chloroplasts have many features in common. Describe the similarities and differences in their structure, distributions and functions. (another 15 freaking marks)
Similarities:
- they are located in the cell
- they are called organelles
Differences:
- they are of different shapes and sizes
-they have different functions

And I am tired. I can't imagine the expression on her face if I were to hand in these answers to her. She'll be horrified and might paralyse instantly due to the shock she received after reading my work of masterpiece. When she recovers, she'll award me with a HUGE EGG in red for each question thanking me in gratitude for such absurd and extraordinary answers. Of course, I will gladly receive them as I know I truly deserve them more than anyone else.

At the same time, I don't want to be bashed up by Miss So-And-So. That is why I am searching so hard for decent answers to be put into writing.

Still waiting in anticipation for the Approval,
Me

second week..

The second week of school has been a mixture of fun and stressful week. For one thing, I realised that I love MUET more and more. Phonetics is so interesting that I actually discovered so many words that I have mispronounced for so many years ever since I learnt to speak. And of course, that makes me realised the fact that I am so poor in English that I don't deserve to get A for the oral exams last year.

Other subjects did not capture my attention as much as MUET. I am so sick of studying in a class where I don't feel that I belong in it and the whole idea of continuing with science just bothers me a lot.

Chemistry is such a fascinating subject. The teacher is so well, I should say, near perfect and her teaching never goes wrong. There's not a moment of awkwardness during her lessons. Everything is well explained and I know there's no reason for me not to understand all the concepts she has so carefully drilled into our tedious brains. Maybe, it's only MY brain. But queer as it is, I still can't find myself well-suited enough to study it. My brain has been rejecting it countless times.

I shall not talk about Biology as I am no longer, maybe sort of, lost a total interest in the subject. I failed in my first attempt to use the microscope in the lab. In fact, I failed ALL the attempts. I just don't fit to use such gadgets. And I will never learn to. I am always lost when the teacher speaks. Every term seems so foreign to me. I don't even recall having heard such terms last two years. For instance, isn't cytoplasm and cytosol the same thing? Why is there two different words? And what on earth are plasmids? Do they appear as free particles as well in the cell?

I AM IN TOTAL CONFUSION!!

Time to chill out. I am going to read economics now. At least I feel comfortable and have the joy memorising all the facts. I am not exaggerating if I say I feel like I was born to study social science. I made the wrong choice last two years and I will never repeat my mistake again this year.

first day of school..

I am too lazy to blog. Anyway, here's a post.

The first day of school is not so bad after all. At least I don't have to continue rotting at home. I get to shake those moss around me. =)

When we were asked to assemble on the basketball court upon registeration, I remember something that I thought funny. During my years in Convent, we used to assemble on the volleyball court. Now, we have the basketball court. From the 'volley' to the 'basket'. If I have the chance, I want to try other courts too. But it'll be impossible, I know.

Next, we went into the hall for the orientation. A power point presentation was put up. It showed the achievements of the school and also the well known and successful beings who had been studying in the school decades of years ago. I managed to whispered to one of my friends, "One day your picture will be there on the power point too!" Upon hearing this, she chuckled. "Nah, not mine. Yours will be there la." "No! Not mine either!"

Then, I saw him. The school moderator! He looks really scary at times, especially when he shouted over the mic once when the noise in the hall grew louder. You know what to expect when a few hundreds of students are seated in the hall and have to listen the whole day. They become restless of course! I dare say he can scold very well and silence fell once again. Very effective of him to do so. Hmm. Students are bound to listen to him.

And the worst part of it? I'll be seeing him tomorrow! I just wish and wish that he will not be that scary as I saw him as he was today. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day for him.

There's a privilege for girls. This was the first time I heard such rule is applied in schools. Two girls get to share a pass while the boys are required to take a pass each before leaving the classroom. Cool, isn't it?

Why such a privilege? Maybe the girls' toilets are inhabited by ghouls. That's why company is needed. Anyway, the boys are supposed to be happier because they have the 5-star toilet. Yeah, the girls' toilet have no stars.

And the school canteen is not called a 'canteen'. Not called a 'tuck shop' either. It's called a ......

FOOD COURT!

"You want to know why it's named that? You will have to see for yourself!" the teacher said proudly. Indeed, it does look like a food court.

After recess, we were briefed more about the co-curricular activities. There are 67 uniform units, clubs and games to choose from. And I think I will continue with chess. No sweat, no hassle! Haha. I am so, so passive that I can't stand myself sometimes. Phew! That's all for today.

my face can talk..lol..

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is passionate and physical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

i am a fortune cookie..

You Are a Fortune Cookie

You're a rather normal person, except that you have extraordinary luck in life. People want to be around you (even when they're a little sick of you), in hopes of being lucky too!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

how boyish or girlish are you?

You Are 10% Boyish and 90% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Haha. I've never thought myself as being girlish at all. Maybe I'm turning into one because I didn't use to be one.

laughter the best medicine..

Saffy bit the scraper today. No, I mean the handle of the scraper. She can't bite metals. Yes, she is not sent away and that's one thing I am happy about. But I am just disappointed that she did it again! Biting the helpless handle into a million pieces until all I could see was the remains of the it. Saw dust.

The other day I was speaking to my mom about earning money and she mentioned about building a house entirely made of rubber for Saffy when I've earned enough. And she added that I should stuff more rubber in it so that she could sit and bite for the whole day, probably for the rest of her life. I found it so funny that I laughed and coughed at the same time. Maybe that's what I call a hearty laugh which I have never had in a long while. Laughter is indeed the best medicine. Why? Because I forgot that I was sick when I laugh and the illness seems to disappear for a while.

And I hope the Chinese will win the Thomas Cup. Go! Go! Go!

They were using hand signals when they play. I don't know what they meant but I thought it was a great strategy. Maybe it's used to increase the coorperation between the players. Haa! And I suppose the Danes didn't notice that. Good job to the Chinese!

changing stream..

I went to school to collect The Letter yesterday and I was disappointed to read the contents. For it's written:

"Dengan sukacitanya (or rather dukacita for me in that matter) dimaklumkan bahawa anda telah ditawarkan untuk belajar dalam Jurusan Sains di sekolah........Penempatan adalah MUKTAMAD berdasarkan syarat-syarat dan kekosongan
yang telah ditetapkan..... "

And I have to go and visit the moderator in school for sure. I heard that he's a fierce guy. Or maybe he's just cool like one of my friends said. I just wish it's the latter one. Maybe I should try my luck and hope I manage to escape from this ordeal as soon as possible. May God bless me. I want to go to arts so badly.

If anyone of you who is going to St. Michael and is changing stream, please tell me, okay? I don't want to go through this alone.

I HATE BEING SICK! DON'T COME NEAR ME. IT'S CONTAGIOUS.

BUT MY BLOG ISN'T. FEEL FREE TO DROP BY. =)

*cough*

maybe i have to say goodbye..

I am falling sick. It has been two days since I caught this flu and my nose is still runny. Before, I am sceptical of whether this was caused by the chicken rice I consumed, but now, I am certain that indeed, that CHICKEN RICE IS THE SOURCE.

Fear not, I haven't got the bird flu symptoms.

Well, at least that's what I think. Maybe I should go and check with the doctor to confirm whether I am positive for bird flu. Oh, please! I don't want to die yet.

I might die not of bird flu but of sorrow. I rather die of sadness as I think that kind of death is more tragic and dramatic. Maybe not. Enough of dying. Let's get to another point before I start to digress further to mortuary, graveyard and so on.

A major incident has surfaced this morning. And because of that incident, I am about to lose Saffy forever. Why must she do such a thing when she knew it's wrong? Why can't she be trained? Why did she have to bite dad's slippers when that would cause his anger to erupt? It's not the first time she did it. Countless times, it had been.

I don't know what's playing in her small, canine brain. But one thing for sure, I might not be able to keep her for long. So if I do not post entries about her in future, it's understood that she's no longer with me. I can't type anymore. My heart aches as I imagine what life she would lead when I'm not with her. I just pray that her new owner will be kind and compassionate to her.

plastic for shopping..

Shopping using Plastic is so much fun. Well, the Plastic I mean is the credit card. It's so easy to make payments with it.

No cash required. Just present the card and SIGN. Simple and neat.

Went shopping today at Jusco and it was really crowded. Nonetheless, we managed to get a parking lot and stroll and shop for about 4 HOURS.

That was pretty long, isn't it?

There's something that I thought was funny when I saw the long queue at the Chicken Rice stall. It seemed that everyone has forgotten all about bird flu. It's FREE AND SAFE to eat now! Now that's what I call a GREEN light. I too can't resist chicken rice any longer and followed the crowd. Am I at risk? I hope not....

I DON'T WANT TO DIE JUST YET. =)

I bought a new collar for Saffy as she broke hers when she had a misfortune two days ago. Well, I'll save that story for another day. It's an orange collar with Digimon design on it. Cool and sporty, I should say.

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And I can feel my throat itching now. Maybe a cough is coming up.

And I am suspecting it's the chicken rice's fault. :P

memories in school are the best that i've ever had..

I slept through the whole afternoon. The weather is getting so warm now that I can't help escaping it by sleeping. When I finally woke up, it's already raining and the glistening raindrops in the sky didn't help much to bring the temperature down. Hot showers!

I went to the school's Open Day which was organised by the Interact Club. It started and ended punctually. Good performances were held and I couldn't help flashing back my school days when I was there for 5 years of education. Good and bad memories came back to me.

When I look at the classrooms, I remembered where I sat and chatted with my treasured friends during intervals and also I could actually feel the pressure studying for the exams during those times. Well, except that the feeling of pressure now is a much relieved one as I realised I have gone through so much and grown more learned and matured in the years. I really can't thank the school enough for moulding and shaping me so carefully so that I became who I am today.

At least, I didn't turn into a bad, rotten egg. :D

When I look at the corridors, I remembered about recess time when I did not eat and stood at one spot along it, staring at the other students enjoying their meal, laughing and teasing among their friends. Occasionally, I would read and complete my assignments in the corridor outside the classroom.

I've got so used to Convent that I don't think I will be able to forget it. Oh, those cherished moments I had in school could not possibly be replaced or compared with the memories that are equally worthy to be kept safe in my heart. They were obtained from school and of course, I will never experience them again after I stepped out of school completely in future.

count your blessings..

I just came back from Japan! No, I am just kidding. Haha.

Well, how I wish I could fly to Japan just to admire the beauty of Mother Nature. I want to see the beautiful and breath-taking scenery of cherry blossoms. I've seen enough of sunflowers, hibiscus and bougainvillaea. In fact, I see them most of the days in my life.

Sometimes, I feel like I am an ungrateful child. I have everything that I've ever needed and yet that everything doesn't seem to be enough. Then, when I begin to realise how fortunate I am to have a roof above my head, shielding me from rain and shine, I think about people who can't even afford to have a place they can call home.

It's then only I noticed that I am more fortunate than the majority of the people of the world. I am really a fool to think of something like this. I have enough to eat and sometimes more than I could afford to finish. Food comes in handy. But for those who barely have enough to eat for the day, or worse, couldn't eat proper food at all and the only source of nutrients comes from the dirt and grass, don't they deserve the right to complain more than I do?

Therefore, always count our blessings. We may think we deserve a better life than it is, but by learning to count every single blessing God has poured out so abundantly for us will definitely change us to be a more cheerful and wholesome person. Taking all the best things we have for granted is not the way it should be. The attitude to appreciate is very, very important.

all about opportunities..

There's only about a month more to go and I am going to say a sweet goodbye to my holidays. I will move on and go with the flow of time to the place I will soon call my school.

During these times when I have had so much time to think about the past, I thought about something very crucial in life.

Life is like a dessert. You can choose to enjoy it or give it up for the sake of dieting. I realised that there are so many opportunities out there waiting for people to grab hold of them. Yet, most people just let the chances go and blame the world for the sad lives they lead.

Why can't these people get on their feet and keep a wide lookout for those rare opportunities rather than just wait at home for Opportunities to come knocking on their doors?

Success doesn't drop down from the sky.

We only live once. Don't wait for chances to come. Look for them.

goals in life are not goals in football matches..

I am all stuck and lost for words to post up an entry.

Frankly speaking, from the bottom of my heart, I really admire those who really have everlasting ideas to write, be it their lives experiences or just thoughts.

I have no visions on my future or whatsoever, but one thing for certain, I know I will have to go through a hard time in achieving my goals. A whole lump of perseverance and passion in all that I do will certainly contribute a lot in nearing success. Now that I see how tedious it is to get what I want, I was thinking why can't goals in life be like goals in football matches? The players score goals just like eating chocolates!!

I won't say a piece of cake because cakes are hard to eat sometimes. Once the texture is too soft, you'll mess up whatever you are eating it on as it crumbles and breaks into another millions of pieces even if you grasp it gently between your fingers. If it's too hard, you will be eating rock cakes, the ones Hagrid made in Harry Potter. Chocolates are different.

Speaking of chocolates, I am craving for a piece right now. Maybe a bar. It's very funny because I don't mind eating chocolates in BULK (this is a bit too much, I know), but if you were to order me to eat a whole tub of ice-cream, I will say an absolute NO without thinking twice. A second is enough for me to think and answer. It's weird how my brain says YES to chocolates and NO to other fattening desserts.

And I suddenly have the idea that I am a hypocrite. At the beginning of this entry, I claimed to have nothing to say but in the end I have so much senseless things formed in strings of words here. Maybe I am bound to be one. Hate me, I don't care. Love me, and I will love you too. :)

a dumb video of dumb saffy..

Here's something that I wish to share with you. You will see how dumb Saffy is.

I seriously have no life. All I do is record some nonsense videos and upload them onto the net. Have fun watching!

She took five minutes to chew on a dried apple. It's not her first time eating that though. I guess she has no life just like me.

The recording is blur though. Blame me for my unprofessionalism. :D

good day..

Having a row with parents isn't something comfortable and it's one of the things I had dificulty dealing with. It happened on April Fool's day and I will always remember this day-not with vengeance, but with a feeling of sorry so that I can be sure that it will never happen again.

Makro hasn't changed much since I have last stepped into it which was so many years ago now that I look back. The only difference I found is that I am so much taller that I could reach up to higher shelves without having to tiptoe.

I love the frozen food department best. The air there is extremely chilly-reminds me of winter (although I have never experienced winter before, not that I am in dear Hot and Humid Malaysia:D)

Overall, it's a good day for me. No, it's a good AFTERNOON for me.:)

saffy had spaghetti!!

Here's the picture of the funny-shaped tomato which is not so funny after all. I am so happy that i could upload the picture although it's not very clear. But still, nature is beautiful even in a blur picture.

I did not do anything to Saffy's rice today. It's just that she had a fabulous meal which no other dogs had in their entire life. Let me present you the MEAL...

Spaghetti and home-cooked chicken rice

And that's why she's now a fully bloated and contented dog. Life is definitely a bed of roses for her. As you can see, I edited the picture through my phone before uploading to beautify it. I admit the size is rather small though.

I don't know what's wrong with DiGi today. I can't seemed to send messages to others. Another connection problem I guess. But the funny thing was, I can only sms my mom. Weird.

words and pics..

It's just incomprehensible how hard to put things in writing when you have so much to say. This is what I am struggling right now.

Every time I browse through the net, going blog-hunting, I realise that the world is filled with so many people with interesting lives and experiences. Talking about fruitful and successful lives...oh, just how I wish I would someday be like them!

I've captured a picture of a tomato with a unique shape. It's not the usual round or oval shape. I should say it looks like two 2/3 of tomatoes sticking to each other. I desperately wanted to post it here, but there's a glitch somewhere.

Anyway, you had the idea how it looked like:)

Had just started reading HP6 (yeah, I know I am outdated!). As I've completely (well, almost) forgotten what happened in Book Five, I struggled in remembering some personalities in the content.

I suddenly felt all my memories in school came back to me in a flash. It makes me think of my dearest chums and strict teachers who cares about nothing but decent behaviour of students in school.

Life was sweet then. How come I didn't realise it before? I do wonder, will life in future ever be as sweet as that..hopefully sweeter.

It's so great to know you guys!

Pals:D

At long last, I finally locate the birthday cake. I love the candle arrangements.:)

Delicious moist chocolate cake!

Birthdays are sweet with sweet cakes.

the power of Mr. Weather..

For the first time in so many days, I feel so happy living on this earth with this cooling sort of weather which lasted from morning till evening.

How I wish the temperature will remain static for a few more days. It's not too demanding to ask for a few days, right?

However, weathers as such tend to provoke certain human life forms to procrastinate-just like me, for example.

I woke up at 5.50 a.m. today and did some work. Then, miraculously, I fell asleep AGAIN and only woke up at 9.30 a.m.!! How powerful the rain can be that it can just put a spell on me and made me sleep for hours when it seemed just like minutes (seconds, probably) to me.

And of course, a sleep that creates beautiful dreams. :o)

It's truly a rare occasion with all the perfect combinations linked together.

PERFECT weather + PEACEFUL sleep + WONDERFUL dreams = How Sweet Life Of A Bored Person Like Me Can Be!:D

blue-eyed versus brown-eyed..

I was browsing through the photos today (I am still as bored!) and I noticed something about Black-mouthed. If you are wondering who he is, I'll tell you. Have I told you before that Saffy has 7 other siblings? If I hadn't, this is one of them.

Can you spot it? I mean the peculiar thing about him.


Look closely and you might see it.

Okay, fine. I'll tell you. Can you see his eyes? They are blue in colour!! Saffy has brown eyes but they are not as charming as BLUE eyes. I love blue eyes. What more a blue-eyed puppy!



Brown eyes

Now you see the difference.:)

when boredom strikes..

What am I doing here at this hour when I should be in dreamland? I don't know. Just feel like blogging so here I am.

Today had been an okay day for me. I won't say that it's a wonderful one, no one has wonderful days without feeling not right for a moment or two on the very same day. If some of you can deny the fact, I have to salute and congratulate you for having a flawless and perfect life. It's just like a fairy tale too good to be true to tell somebody that you lead a perfectly perfect life, no?

Bored. Bored. Bored. When will this kind of lifestyle will be over?

Everyone used to think that life is a bliss without work. It's confirmed a myth! I feel my brain getting rusty after so many months leaving school. School life feels like centuries ago. And I am a century-year-old mummy, rotting away in my antique coffin. Someone please help me get out of boredom!!

my blog is back!!

Yay!! Finally I got back my blog. That's one thing that I am happy about. I had the worst day yesterday lamenting and nearly cried over my MISSING blog. Thank goodness it's back! It's not that I am such a baby crying over spilt milk, but the fact is that I had put so much effort pouring my thoughts here since October 2004 that it's really hard for me to accept the fact that blogspot had blocked me. I am just too glad that they didn't blacklist me. It's just normal maintenance.

And I have been so silly and foolish and I don't know. Just foolish.

*wink*

However, I won't be deleting my tabulas account. Just in case anything happens to this one, I can always post my entries there. So if you can't view this one, move to the other one. This is the address.

never give up for this life is never always fair..

I am not pretending to be relaxed. I am relaxed. I am saying because I don't know why, somehow, deep within me I feel the peace I've never experienced before.

The Lord is indeed with me at this point of time when the rest of all other people out there are weary and intimidated when tomorrow comes.

I am going to take it as a challenge even if I fail.

friends forever we will be..

I am feeling rather excited. Not because of the dumb result which is coming out in two days but it's because of the reunion with my friends on that day. There are just so many questions I want to ask each and everyone of them like:

How's life?

Where are you going after this?

Will I be seeing you again?

And of course, loads of other questions.

I miss them so much that I can't bear to think how life in school will be like without them. Guess I have to take it as a challenge to start life all over again and make some new friends.

One thing for sure, I'll never forget my old friends. Never.

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Will be heading north to Penang after this for some relaxation before the dumb result comes out.

2 more days to go and I'll be free from the misery of the long wait.

moving forward..

I went to midvalley yesterday and I strolled till my legs ached so much that I could hardly walk further. I can prove that by putting up the picture of my cracked heels here but on second thought, no, I won't be posting it here because it's just too gross to be looked at.

There's one particular book that caught my interest in MPH. It's a birthday book and I love the personal proverb in it:

One who moves not forward goes backward.

-German proverb-

I really want to move forward. But to where, I don't know.

there's just so much to talk about mushrooms..

Below is a conversation between Miss Ale a.k.a The Mushroom Breeder and me. She's my competitive in this realm of mushroom business. Then, I got to meet another breeder in the same line, Tasha, who breeds anonymous mushrooms. We call our little babies 'mushys' by the way.

Take a deep breath before you read because this is one long chat.

Are you ready?

Go!

fiona says:
hi ale
lil ale - hey~
fiona says:
heard you resigned
lil ale - yeah
lil ale - hahaha
lil ale - results out soon mah
fiona says:
ya lor
fiona says:
hope for the best and expect the worst..that's me
lil ale - .<
fiona says:
lol
lil ale - yeah
lil ale - aih
lil ale - ahahhaa
fiona says:
sigh
lil ale - hahaha
lil ale - dun sigh sigh
fiona says:
sigh
fiona says:
sigh
fiona says:
sigh
fiona says:
hai.......................
lil ale - OI
lil ale - ahahhaha
fiona says:
HAI.....sigh...........
fiona says:
what are you doing at home now?
lil ale - breed mushrooms
fiona says:
eh same occupation as me
fiona says:
i got many kinds
fiona says:
small, big, round, fat..
fiona says:
mushrooms of all shapes and sizes
lil ale - wow
lil ale - so nice
lil ale - hahhahaha
lil ale - COME
lil ale - i'm not singing or anything
lil ale - so COME

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lil ale - COME COME COME
fiona says:
i'll think about it
fiona says:
might come
lil ale - NO MIGHT MIGHT
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
i have to check with my mushroom schedule first..
lil ale -
fiona says:
brb
fiona says:
back
lil ale -
lil ale - yay
fiona says:
hehe
lil ale - where u went
fiona says:
i went somewhere
fiona says:
hehe
lil ale - hehehe
lil ale - so fun
lil ale - u went to talk to ur mushrooms issit
fiona says:
yeah
fiona says:
do you know that talking to your plants can make them grow faster?
lil ale - SERIOUS
fiona says:
yes serious..
lil ale - my goodness
fiona says:
what happen to your goodness??
fiona says:
haha
lil ale - Ihs
lil ale -
lil ale - ahhahaha
fiona says:
haha
fiona says:
tell me
lil ale - so lame la u
fiona says:
haha
fiona says:
being lame i sone of the most obvious characteristic of a mushroom breeder
lil ale - oh
lil ale - really
lil ale - coz they're too free to think of lame stuff to say
lil ale - ritgh
fiona says:
yes you are right..
fiona says:
eh
fiona says:
you not lame enough leh
lil ale - i know
lil ale - i'm working on it
lil ale - ahhahaha
fiona says:
haha
fiona says:
go go jia you
lil ale - yeah
lil ale -
fiona says:
hyaha
fiona says:
looks like you la
lil ale - yeah
fiona says:
that emoticon
lil ale - so cute rite
lil ale - i know
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
haha
fiona says:
not cute
fiona says:
lame..
fiona says:
hehe
fiona says:

lil ale - yer
lil ale - look like you la
fiona says:

lil ale - striking resemblence
fiona says:
that emoticon is the head of one of my mushrooms
fiona says:
not me la.
lil ale -
lil ale - hmm
lil ale - yes yes
lil ale - so handsome
lil ale - ahahaha
fiona says:
handsome leh
fiona says:
you jealous is it....
lil ale - no la
lil ale - i cute meh
lil ale - i cute mah
lil ale -
fiona says:
blek
fiona says:
blek
fiona says:
i vomit one pail already..heeeheeee..
lil ale -
lil ale - BWAHahahahaahHHAHAHahha
fiona says:
ho ho ho
lil ale - Bwahahaha
lil ale - c my nick
fiona says:
hyaha
fiona says:
lo
fiona says:
lol
lil ale - bWhahahahahahaha
fiona says:
you are improving
lil ale - yesh yesh
fiona says:
in laming yourself..
lil ale - laming myself
lil ale -
lil ale - hhaha
fiona says:
making yourself lame la..
fiona says:

lil ale - ahahahhahhaha
lil ale -
lil ale - ahahahahahah
fiona says:

fiona says:
let's start inventing words
lil ale - sure
lil ale - ahahahahahaha
fiona says:
that only lame people who are laming themselves can understand
lil ale - and mushroom breeders like US
lil ale - can un
lil ale - wait
lil ale - i get another mushroom breeder in
fiona says:
ok sure

ltash has been added to the conversation.

lil ale - HEYA
lil ale - welcome to the gathering of mushroom breeders
ltash says:
heyy
ltash says:
haha
lil ale - we shall now hold our 1st official meeting
lil ale - ahahhaa
fiona says:

fiona says:
yes indeed
fiona says:
hey tasha
fiona says:
welcome to the laming club
lil ale - hahhaahha
lil ale - laming
ltash says:
hi
lil ale - ok lets elect a president
lil ale - ahahaha
ltash says:
laming huh....
ltash says:
hahahaa
lil ale - yessssssssssss laming
fiona says:
we will elect the one with the most fanciful nick shall we?
lil ale - OKAY
lil ale - ahahhahahaha
lil ale - the one wif e most lame nick
lil ale - ahahahha
fiona says:
i guess ity's you ale
ltash says:
hahaha
lil ale - okay
fiona says:
ale is our president..woohoo
lil ale - BWAHA
lil ale - c my nick
lil ale - ahahhah
fiona says:

lil ale - see

ltash has left the conversation.

lil ale - fiona's mushroom head gigi tercabut d

ltash has been added to the conversation.
lil ale - hahahhahaha
lil ale - tash
ltash says:
sorry
lil ale - always got prob wif msn
ltash says:
msn hates me d
fiona says:
yeah la
lil ale - ahahah
ltash says:
haih
fiona says:
i didn't brush it's teeth
fiona says:
hehe
lil ale -
fiona says:
it's a punishment for it
lil ale - how cud you
ltash says:

ltash says:
who's teeth?
lil ale - hahahaha
lil ale - her laming mushroom head
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
that mushroom kept telling me lies
lil ale - hahahahahaha
ltash says:
haahah
fiona says:
so i put a curfew
ltash says:
mushroom TALKS
fiona says:
oh ya
lil ale - yea
lil ale - the mushrooms on her body
lil ale - and she talks to them
lil ale - thats y they grow so fast
lil ale - ahhaha
fiona says:
tat mushroom's name is brutal
lil ale - brutal
lil ale - hahahahahaha
fiona says:
yes
lil ale -
fiona says:
brutal told me brutal lies
fiona says:
so i punished him
lil ale - we shud put this convo in our blogs
lil ale - ahahah
fiona says:
ok sure
lil ale - hahahaha
fiona says:
oh ya i haven't finished my story yet
lil ale - ok ok continue

ltash has left the conversation.

fiona says:
i told Brutal that he is allowed to play in the mud and dirty his teeth but he can't brush it

ltash has been added to the conversation.

lil ale - hahahahaha
lil ale -
ltash says:

lil ale - hahahaha
fiona says:
that's why his teeth became infectious and all fell off instantly as if they have been bombed..
lil ale - then
lil ale - ish ish
ltash says:
huh
lil ale - must take him make fake teeth la
fiona says:
let me repeat to tasha
ltash says:
ok
ltash says:
lol
fiona says:
i told Brutal that he is allowed to play in the mud and dirty his teeth but he can't brush it

ltash says:
speaking of TEETH.... i got my retanes today
ltash says:
urhh
fiona says:
that's why his teeth became infectious and all fell off instantly as if they have been bombed..

ltash says:
BRUTAL?
ltash says:
oooo
ltash says:
ur dogs is brutal?
fiona says:
no
fiona says:
my mushroom
lil ale - DOG
lil ale -
lil ale - ahahha
lil ale - her mushroom la
ltash says:

ltash says:
hahahaaha
fiona says:
my dog haven't reached the brutal stage yet
lil ale - yes
lil ale - ur dog
lil ale - saffy
fiona says:
yeah
lil ale - does he still pee at the umbrella opening
fiona says:
no
ltash says:
hahhaha
ltash says:
pee??
ltash says:
there???
fiona says:
she pees near the gate
lil ale - hahahhahahaha
lil ale - new place eh
fiona says:
no
fiona says:
old place
fiona says:
hehe
lil ale - what
lil ale - hhaha
ltash says:
oooh
fiona says:
let's ask tasha what mushrooms she breed
lil ale - yeahla
lil ale - tash
lil ale - what kinda mushrooms u breed
ltash says:
urmmm
ltash says:
i dont know... its' very cute and colourful....
fiona says:
wow
ltash says:
plus its not mean like urs
fiona says:
lagi brutal
ltash says:
hahhaaha
ltash says:

lil ale - yeahla
lil ale - the more colourful the more brutal
lil ale -
fiona says:
colourful means poisonous hor..
lil ale - this tash
ltash says:

ltash says:
lol
lil ale - so geng wan
lil ale - ahahhaa
fiona says:
that's why brutal
ltash says:
hahaah
fiona says:
what are their names?
lil ale - so so BRUTAl
lil ale - look cute only
lil ale - but SO BRUTAL
ltash says:
no no
ltash says:
mmg cute
lil ale - bwahahhahahahaha
ltash says:
whtt???
ltash says:
i t is cute
lil ale - fine lo
fiona says:
what are the names of your mushrooms?
lil ale - oi TASH
fiona says:
she fainted ah??????
lil ale - u dun have to check baby naming books la
lil ale - ahahahah
lil ale - maybe
lil ale - who knows
fiona says:
yeah la
fiona says:
just name them
fiona says:
like brutal 1, 2, 3 and so on

ltash has left the conversation.
lil ale - see
lil ale - again

ltash has been added to the conversation.

fiona says:
can i sigh now?
lil ale - NO
fiona says:
hai....................................!!!
fiona says:
yay
fiona says:
she's back
ltash says:
haha
ltash says:
me?
lil ale - FINALLY
lil ale - hahahaha
fiona says:
yes
lil ale - OI
fiona says:
you
fiona says:
oh ya
fiona says:
i wanna ask tash what she name her dearies
ltash says:
?
ltash says:
erm
fiona says:
your mushrooms la
ltash says:
yet to have named them
fiona says:
why?
fiona says:
must got name
ltash says:
cuz ar
ltash says:
u see laaaa
ltash says:
if i name them ar
ltash says:
they become BRUTAL
fiona says:
then only can sell
lil ale - ahhaahahahaha
fiona says:
ltash says:
cuz they think i wan2 rule them
ltash says:
lil ale - tash got bad memory
lil ale - cannot remember names
fiona says:
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
you are suppose to rule them
lil ale - yeah
lil ale - they're after all PARASITES
fiona says:
yes yes
ltash says:
hahaha
ltash says:
no no
ltash says:
if not they invaed my head more
fiona says:
lil ale - hahahahahhaha
ltash says:
true ma
fiona says:
skinyt
fiona says:
fiona says:
look at this one
fiona says:
another mushroom of mine
lil ale - cannot see
fiona says:
wait
ltash says:
where?
fiona says:
you'll see it later
lil ale - oh no tash.. i caught ur mushrooms making out
lil ale - ahhahaha
fiona says:
fiona says:
this one
fiona says:
can see?
ltash says:
nope
lil ale - cannot
fiona says:
can i sigh
lil ale - NO
lil ale - ahahhaa
fiona says:
sighz..................
lil ale - lil ale - if you're gonna sigh anyway
ltash says:
hahahaah
lil ale - ask permission 4 what
fiona says:
fiona says:
not asking already
fiona says:
sigh sigh
ltash says:
hmm?
ltash says:
hey budak budak
ltash says:
dan mushroom mushroom sekalian
lil ale - who u callin budak
lil ale - ahahaha
fiona says:
let me tell you another story of skinny teeth
ltash says:
aku dah nak chao skang
ltash says:
haha
lil ale - ok la
ltash says:
c ya peeps
lil ale - go la go la
lil ale - we dun want u
lil ale - go go
ltash says:
gotta feed my
fiona says:
see ya tash
ltash says:
cendawan
fiona says:
mushrooms
lil ale - mushrooms
fiona says:
hehe
lil ale - ahhahaa
ltash says:
and thn my dogs
ltash says:
haha
lil ale - yea
ltash says:
c ya
lil ale -
ltash says:

ltash has left the conversation.

fiona says:
oh ya as i was saying
lil ale - yes
fiona says:
you know how come another of my mushroom is called sknny teeth?
fiona says:
skinny*
lil ale - coz he's sao nga
lil ale - hahahaha
fiona says:
yeah
lil ale - hahahahahha
lil ale - SO LAME
lil ale - hahahhahaha
fiona says:
her teeth is so long that they look so long and skinny
fiona says:
she wasn't born that way though
fiona says:
she was born with normal sets of teeth but when she is a few months old...
fiona says:
guess what happen?
lil ale - she became dracula
lil ale - hahaha
lil ale - bit by vampire
lil ale - ahahah
fiona says:
another brutal story that cost her teeth
fiona says:
no
lil ale - hahhahaha
lil ale - then
fiona says:
she ate too much fertillizer
fiona says:
she wants to grow faster like the others but she's not patient
lil ale - lil ale - ahahahaha
lil ale - u spend ur whole day inventing this story izzit
lil ale - hahahaa
fiona says:
i told her she will grow real fast if i talk to her every day but she didn't believe me
fiona says:
see what happened
fiona says:
served her right
fiona says:
i don
fiona says:
ti don't invent them
fiona says:
it's true
lil ale - hahahahahaha
lil ale - okay
fiona says:
lil ale - ahahahhahahaha
lil ale - oh no
lil ale - BRUTAL
lil ale - ahahah
fiona says:
so from that day onwards, her teeth started to get longer and skinnier..
fiona says:
and so ugly
lil ale - poor her
fiona says:
too ugly that i sold her away to the mushroom factory
lil ale - y u never chop it off
fiona says:
chopped??
fiona says:
then i don't get money
fiona says:
she's worthless without teeth
fiona says:
all my mushrooms have got teeth
fiona says:
you kno wwhat they do to her at the mushroom factory?
lil ale - what
fiona says:
they grind her into pieces and made new mushroom spores from her
lil ale - EwwwwwwwwWWWWwww
fiona says:
just like how scrap metals are made into new cars
lil ale - BRITAL
lil ale - club says:
BRUTAL
lil ale - ahahah
fiona says:
it's also known as the mushy junkyard
fiona says:
i am gonna save this convo
lil ale - yes
lil ale - you SO must
fiona says:
and post it
lil ale - ahahaha
lil ale - yes yes
lil ale - coz its so funny
fiona says:
yeah
fiona says:
actually after Skinny Teeth left, i had heartache
fiona says:
i love her very much but if i keep her, i'll earn less
lil ale - YOU SILLY GIRL
fiona says:
i must get rid of her while her teeth is still in good condition
lil ale - MONEY MORE IMPORTANT NOW IS IT
fiona says:
yes
fiona says:
we must be realistic
lil ale - what happened to LOVE
lil ale - hahaha
lil ale - realistic worr
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
no money no food
fiona says:
and no food, how am i going to feed my mushrooms?
lil ale - so you sacrifice one
fiona says:
yes
fiona says:
to save the others
lil ale - so u can save all ur other mushys
fiona says:
yes yes
lil ale - yes
lil ale - SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO noble la now
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
all my other treasured mushys
lil ale - awwwwwww
lil ale - mushys
lil ale - ur mushys must LOVE you SOOOOOO much
fiona says:
not to say i am noble..but actually...
fiona says:
I AM NOBLE...MUAHAHAHA
lil ale - MUAHHA
lil ale - oh yes
lil ale - hahahaha
fiona says:
they love me as if there coouldn't possibly be more love in this world..
fiona says:
they greet me good morning every morning
lil ale - coz YOU'RE So NOBLE
fiona says:
you know how?
lil ale - muahahahahahah
lil ale - of coz
lil ale - ahahaha
fiona says:
they send their spores flying arouond in the garden
fiona says:
and that makes my mood to be good the rest of the day...
lil ale - spores make u feel good
lil ale - oh wow
fiona says:
no la
fiona says:
i mean i can see that they are happy to see me
lil ale - ohHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
lil ale - hmmmm
lil ale - how to see
fiona says:
their spores form some kind of pattern that forms a smiley
lil ale - wow
lil ale - so hebat wan
lil ale - u breed so long d
lil ale - shud be hebat la
fiona says:
yeah lor
lil ale - if not
lil ale - sure sakit hati wan
lil ale - put so much effort
fiona says:
let me give you some tips
lil ale - hahhaha
lil ale - okok
fiona says:
must talk and stroke them
lil ale - then
fiona says:
a gentle one of course
fiona says:
then must water lor
fiona says:
and cannot use rain water
fiona says:
must be purified water
lil ale - purified water not got no nutriens meh
fiona says:
rain water contains bacteria which will affect your mushys' growth
fiona says:
i haven't finished
lil ale - okok
lil ale - hahahaha
fiona says:
to get nutrien
fiona says:
you need to buy vitamins
fiona says:
from Healthy Mush shop
fiona says:
do you know where it is?
fiona says:
then buy fertillizers
lil ale - where TELL ME LA
fiona says:
if you are stingy you can buy the normal one where you put in your plants
fiona says:
the shop is next to your house..
fiona says:
like that also don't know
fiona says:
ish
fiona says:
fiona says:
actually no la
fiona says:
it's located in UK
fiona says:
it's an imported good
lil ale - UK
lil ale - fiona says:
yeah UK..
lil ale - then how to get
fiona says:
can drive there wert
fiona says:
ask your dad fetch you there
lil ale - ulu kinta is it
lil ale - SAY LA EARLIER
fiona says:
yeah la
fiona says:
then where do you think i was saying
lil ale - i tot u saying UNO Kasino
lil ale - hahaha
lil ale - then i under 21
fiona says:
oh no
lil ale - i cannot go in
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
they don't sell vitamins there
lil ale - cheh
lil ale - say la earlier
fiona says:
fiona says:
you should ask me first ma
fiona says:
ok
fiona says:
so the fertillizers
fiona says:
you know already hor
fiona says:
you can buy from the same shop but it'll cozt you a little more
lil ale - know d know d
fiona says:
ok
lil ale - nvm la
lil ale - anything for my mushys
fiona says:
settled
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
lil ale - i so sleepy la
lil ale - 4 o clock only
lil ale - ahahaha
fiona says:
then you sleep la
fiona says:
or else you won't have energy to breed your mushys
lil ale - yer
lil ale - dun wan
fiona says:
wh6y?
fiona says:
why?
lil ale - i sleep d cannot wake up
lil ale - ahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
fiona says:
you ask your mushys to wake you up la
lil ale - ok la ok la
lil ale - i ask em
fiona says:
ok
lil ale - president of the laming and mushroom breeding club says:
they said
lil ale - they oso lazy
lil ale - hahaha
fiona says:
lil ale - i go sleep 1st la
fiona says:
ok
fiona says:
seeya
lil ale - remember put our exciting convo in ur blog
lil ale - ahhaahha
fiona says:
ok sure
fiona says:
lil ale - cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
fiona says:
enjoy your sleep mushy ale
lil ale - yes mushy fiony
lil ale - ahahah
fiona says:
hehe

I guess this mushroom business will end after the result is out.

a call from sunway college..

I received a call from Sunway College today.

"Hello, Yi Kuan. I am calling from Sunway College. You did signed up last year in school under the hotel management course when we came, right?"

"Uhm. Yeah I did."

"Oh, I am calling just to inform you that we are having a new intake in April and is thinking that you would be interested. So, if you are interested, we would like you to come to our college... ."

"Er, okay. Bye."

*click*

And I don't even remember I signed up for Sunway. I only remember signing up for the Hillcity one. The most important thing is, I learnt a lesson after the call.

NEVER SIGN UP FOR ANY COURSE IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED!!

Saffy ate my art!!

This is one beautiful plate of rice for a dog, don't you think so?

I was too bored that I decorated Saffy's rice.

As you can see, I carefully expressed my creativity into this plate of rice and transformed it into this fine yet simple (or maybe, interesting) piece of artwork.

1. First, I arranged some chicken meat in the centre to be some sort of base so that it'll have a firm foundation.
2. Next, I gave the decoration a bit of colour by putting a tomato on the base.
3. The red dates were plenty so I arranged them in such a way that they formed the petals of a flower.
4. Then, I broke the potatoes into much smaller pieces and lay them in between the 'petals'. And...

TADAA!!

And it's done. The plate was then brought to the DOG and guess what?

She ate my ART first!!

what? i am 20??

You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

my power colour..

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

countdown..

On uneventful days like these, i have absolutely nothing going on my mind. Maybe some unnecessary thoughts but those don't count, do they?

However, I will continue with my updates. I'll do a countdown.

14 days to go. I guess you know what event will be held on that day. You know very well, I know.

And I am suffering from some sort of a joint pain on my left wrist. Whenever I try to twist it 360 degrees, the area straight down from the little finger aches. Ouch!

i don't know but i wanna go back to school!!

It's not as thrilling as I think it would be to be home alone. You see, you get to surf the internet all you want and watch tv till late evening or even sleep. No one cares.

And that's why it's not at all exciting.

I realised it's more fun to have siblings around to snatch the computers and the remotes from you and you are left with nothing but books.

Before, I used to wish that how nice it would be to be the only child in the family, which means, the only treasured jewel of my parents.

Now, when they go to school and my parents had gone to work, I feel lonely. Yes, the Lonely song by Akon is playing in my head repeatedly till my head spins.

I've loads to read and when I am too free to be real, I just feel the energy and the interest to read seeping away from me, leaving just an empty heart for nothing that I do can fill it with satisfaction or happiness.

With dull days like these, I really want to go back to school. No matter how stressful it is, I want to go back so desperately.

bored. bored. bored!!!

I almost fell asleep watching Oliver Twist when I shouldn't. Went to Jusco again today and I saw my dream phone. There's another phone which model I don't know of (it just arrived yesterday) attracted me. It's a twist phone. I'm not sure how much it costs, I only know it's about RM1600 and above.

My life is so boring now that all I talk about every day is about my trip to Jusco, phoney phones and tv programmes that I watch. I've given up in watching Green Rose. Actually, I never takes up the patience to watch the slow-moving show.

Mom will be cooking spaghetti. I am so happy and all excited to eat spaghetti. I am already hungry at the thought of it.

I heard an utterly bad news. SPM result will be out on 13 March 2006. Some said on the 10th but it won't be making a big difference. Hope I won't have a heart failure on that day...

insomnia..and..phones..

I feel really tired at times. And the worst part of it? I can't sleep.

Just as I planned to watch a drama on tv, then my eyes started to droop and dozed off..
I can't sleep when I am suppose to and when I don't want to, there goes my eyes.

Last night, I was tossing on my bed struggling to have a good night sleep. I had difficulty breathing. I know I had a terrible blocked nose and sleeping with it can really kill. I am more than thankful when it finally got unblocked..

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There's one new Disney handphone for sale and it's a limited edition. Purchase one of these phones (there are only 500 in Malaysia) and you'll be getting an MP3 player for free + birth certificate of the phone.

lots of mickeys on the leather cover

can you spot the hidden mickey?

I so wanted to buy. But it was a bit pricey though. RM1599 if you are using credit card and RM1588 if you are paying cash. I rather buy Nokia 6101.

dear anonymous..

I just hate it when someone thinks so highly of herself when she's not. I'm dedicating this post especially to someone whom I do not know personally so I will keep her anonymous. It's not very usual for me to write this but I just can't stand a sore loser like her.

love's in the air but not in the air around me..

Watched Big Momma's House 2 with Evelyn just now and I think it was a pretty good show. It's about an FBI agent who impersonated as a nanny to track down a case. Then, we went to SHADES and saw Siew Wei there. And I am still rotting at home. Not exactly rotting because at least i get to cook to shake off those moss around me.:)

Valentine's Day is approaching but I don't feel anything great about it. It's just a one-day thing where girls are happier than most of the other 364 days because they'll be receiving treats and surprises from their special ones. But it's the other way round for the guys. This will be the day they will cut a hole in their pockets just to buy expensive chocolates, flowers that wither before you know it and pre-booking restaurants months ahead for that special day. Is it all worth it? I am not splashing cold water but it's the fact, that's what I think. So, to those who are coupling (if there is such a word), please don't take what I am saying so seriously coz it's merely an opinion from me.

The 15th day of the first month of the lunar year is fast approaching. My mom had asked me to write my h/p number, home address and also email address on an orange before throwing it into the river. She said that this will ensure me to get a good boyfriend. Well, I don't believe her and I told her I will throw it into the drain. Why? Coz it's nearer to my house and the river is quite a distance away. There's a big one at the junction towards my house. I can throw it there and no one will bother to pick it up because of the stench. I've never known anybody who finds their true love that way. Maybe in the olden days the Chinese do that, but no longer. To me, it's a form of water pollution.;)

courtesy from Dr. Howdy..

If you do not have enough of humour, don't hesitate to click here for more of Dr. Hardy's jokes.

memoirs of a geisha..

You will laugh your heart out after watching this. This is Memoirs Of A Gay-sha...

I wonder what Sayuri a.k.a Zhang Ziyi will be thinking if she were to watch it. Enjoy!

by dustball..

I got this from Aisyah's site and I think it's marvelous.

Check it out:

school magazine is out..

I've got my copy so if any of you still don not know about it, go and grab it from the school office. The pictures in there were great and the articles too.

SPM result will be out in two years' time!!

My mom told me about her fascinating dream last night. In the dream, she was accompanying me to take my SPM result in school but the teacher told her that the result will only be out in two years' time! My mom asked her about those students who will be sitting for their STPM examination in two years.

"Oh, you don't have to worry. The STPM examination has been abolished."-teacher.
"Then what are they going to do in these two years?"-mom.
"They are going to go for national service while waiting for the result, of course!"-teacher.

And I thought I was the only one who's been thinking about the result. My mom really has creative imaginations!

some things..

Time is passing too fast. It's already the fifth day of Chinese New Year. My red packet collection is not that great as I haven't been going visiting much. Saffy is getting on my nerves now. This morning she shitted at mostly every corner of the carpark and I had to wash it. The most interesting part? I chased her across the carpark just to bathe her.I mean is there such species of the DOGS which hates water? She's the first one I've ever known. Maybe she's not a dog after all. She might be some kind of weird creature that looks like a dog.

I've gotten in touch again with my long lost internet friend. Got her number and her new email address. How thoughtful of her to wish me on my birthday. I never thought she'd remember, and she DID!! Will be contacting her more often now that she's staying in KL. I feel a wee bit of guilty because I don't remember her age when she's remembering mine.

James 1:17..

I love collecting red packets! Especially the one with a scripture verse in it. I got one yesterday from one of the church members.

Taken from James 1:17,
'Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights..'

It's indeed very true.

happy cny!!

Chinese New Year's here in two days' time. Not putting high hopes on getting lots and lots of money as I won't be going out much to collect ang pows. Anyway, somehing is going to cheer me up. My birthday, of course! I'll be celebrating today because the cake shops will be CLOSED during the season. Sometimes it really frustrates me. Whenever my birthday collides with the new year, I won't get any cake and had to pre-celebrate it. Haha. Maybe it's good. I can be 18 sooner than I had expected. My mom didn't plan to get me a cake at first..

"But what about my birthday wish? I need a cake with candles on it so that I can make my wish."

There goes the story of how I got my birthday cake. I am still a child.

i hate streamyx!!

If you have been noticing, I had been gone for more than a week. Thanks to streamyx, I couldn't online for so long. Arrrggh!! How I hate streamyx sometimes. No, I hate it every time it breaks down!! Anyway, now I am back, I'll continue my duty to bombard email addresses whenever possible. Haha....