paranoid..

here is something that caught my attention when i was checking my mails..

A friend always sees the best in you,
Although they've known you at your worst.
They laugh with you in the good times,
When storms threaten, they'll be there first.
They'll offer a shoulder to rest your head
When tears are welling in your eyes.
Take a walk down friendship's path with you
And help chase away those stormy skies.

i don't know why these words really had a deep impact on me when i started to read it..maybe i am just being paranoid to lose a friend whom i thought our friendship will last for a long time..it's scary..i don't like that kind of feeling..it makes me worry and darkens my mood each time i think about it..it can even make my tears roll down even when i try not to cry..i'll still hang on..i must be tough..i clearly knew that..