dull..

my stomach's growling and it's only 5.20 pm..guess i have to wait for another hour or two to have my dinner..time is moving so slowly when i desperately wanted it to be speedy..

it's over..

it has come to an end for the year..i just can't wait for another year to celebrate it again..well, i can do absolutely nothing about it..forced to wait till next year..after spm..how i wish i can have christmas every day..then i no longer have to worry and lament over it when it is nearing 12 midnight of the 26 dec..my joy for the day had come to an end..now i have to face the reality that a new year is awaiting right ahead of me..in exactly a week's time..i want to go and watch a movie before school reopens..but i am scared..i don't know why..scared of everything..i just can't bear to see the time slipping away when i am doing nothing beneficial..duyun, i told you i can't keep it long..just can't find the mood to write a lot..so this is it..my short entry for today..

unprepared..

school will reopen pretty soon and i am not even sure of the exact date..is it on the 3rd or 4th jan? i mean i am excited to to go back to school to meet my friends, but to study.....i don't think i am prepared to face homeworks and all..holidays after all are still spoiling me, i guess..how i wish i can control the speed of time..the cruel and unforgiving time..then, i will have no more regrets..

back from my holidays..

finally..back to my beloved hometown after my six days in kl..what a great relief to be back here!! i didn't really have a wonderful time there as i was sick..really, really sick..i threw up four times on the 14 dec..horrible..really sickening..i was so glad to be okay again the next day..however i still had low appetite..anyway, it was a pleasant trip..so sorry duyun..couldn't get you your hp..i'll try getting it the next time..;)

boredom..

no happenings..nothing to keep myself busy (of course i am just finding an excuse for not revising..) maybe i should start studying..but you know how things get when you don't have the mood to do it..i just laze around..not even touching my books..the idiot box is always in front of me..i am wondering..what is going to happening to me..sigh..i hope things will get better soon..can't wait for christmas..at least the festival can heat things up a bit, i hope..