weird feeling..

i don't know why but i knew i had this weird feeling yesterday..after the dissection of frogs..i felt suffocated..maybe i can say that it was as if i was the one being dissected..anyway, i was just so glad i didn't dream of onggy last night..that was what syaz named the frog..the dead frog..it was funny why i felt that way..the moment i pint it onto the board, the feeling started..i never knew i could have feelings for amphibians..not until yesterday..i didn't tell anyone about this though..they might think me weak..so whoever reads this, please do me a favour..never ever breathe a word..shhh....i want to keep it just here..

today i did my oral..i don't think i did that well..i was TREMBLING!! my knees are shaking and so are my hands..my heart was pumping so hard i was so afraid it might come out..i tried to control but my voice sounded shaky and i knew puan nalini realised that..my marks will definitely go down..

i am right-brained??

i think i am getting interested in all these kind of analysing stuffs..


The Brain Test
What Your Brain Says About How You Think and Learn
Fiona, you are Right-brained

Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings. People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior. You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.

a small celebration..

today is my grandma's birthday..i'm not even sure of her age as she is always saying that she is 65..as far as i am concerned, she has been 65 for so many years..so if you ask me, i am not sure..

we had a little surprise for her..my parents bought her a cake with chocolate cream and white chocolates surrounding it..my mom fried some noodles and and prepared my all-time favourite assam prawns..so yummy!! my grandma didn't expect us to celebrate for her..today, 12 february 2005 will be the most memorable day..she will be going back to kl tomorrow so we will only see her during her next trip here..

my personal astrology profile..

i am not really sure whether this is true or not..

Birth Data for Fiona:
Birth Date and Time..... February 1, 1988 8:16 PM
Birth Location............. Ipoh, Malaysia
Sun Sign.................... Aquarius



Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
Ferociously proud and somewhat vain, you like to be impressive and to be seen as Somebody Special. You are not timid, meek, or self-effacing, and are rarely content being in the background or in the subordinate position. You are a natural leader, and do not take orders from others very well. You must have something of your own, something creative - be it a business, a project, a home or whatever - that you can develop and manage according to your own will and vision. Whatever you do, you do it in a unique, dramatic, individual way. You like to put your own personal stamp on it. Find out more with your full-length report...

Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You are a freedom-loving, strong-willed, and independent-minded individual, and you insist upon living your own life as you see fit, even if that means ignoring convention and tradition. In personal relationships you cannot be owned or possessed, and while you are willing to share yourself with another, you do not always adjust easily to the emotional give and take of a close relationship. Though intellectually open, you can be enormously stubborn, opinionated, and inflexible on a one-to-one level. You have strong convictions and feelings about fairness and equality, and you try to live by your ideals, but your ideals about how people SHOULD treat one another don't always take into account human weaknesses, differences, and needs. You probably dislike sentimentality and traditional gender roles and "games". Find out more with your full-length report...

chess competition..

at least this time wasn't that bad..i think i should say myself lucky as mostly all of my opponents were not too professional..i played with one guy who had only started playing chess for the past four days..very lucky?? maybe i am..too bad there was no certificates to be given;(

a surprise party..

syaz was up to something..but i did not know what..i tried to make her spill out her plans but failed..she could just keep the secret so well..

so i waited until yesterday evening..i went to jusco and then only i realised that she had planned a small party yet brought so much meaning to me..i have never thought in my entire life that someone would be planning something to celebrate my birthday..the food was great..as you can see the pictures below..the present?? MUCH GREATER!! really feel like giving everyone a suffocating hug but couldn't..at least i get to hug the planner....hahaha...thanks for everything!!

hmm..yummy cake!!

 

pui yun so fascinated with the cake..haha..

bloated...brrrppp!!!!!

cheese!!!!!!!!!!

half-eaten pizzas..yummy....

pui yun loves pizzas!!

a worthwhile visit..

the visit to the salvation army boys home wasn't as i had expected it to be..my earliest opinion was that all the boys there are well-behaved and can be really shy..but..this opinion was shattered when i reached there and started interacting with them..however, not all of them are mischievous as i can see there are yet still some other older boys who truly treated us as guests..

major leong was very friendly and he told us all about the history of the salvation army and the its development so far..

what i actually found out from these boys are that they are not the very fortunate ones as they are either orphans or from broken homes..one of the happiest moments i had there is when i started getting to know them better and had a great fellowship with them while experiencing their speedy meal..they can just eat so FAST..i think it only took them about two minutes to finish a plate of noodles before having a second or third helping..what about the cleaning up?? we helped them for the day but on ordinary days, according to one of the boys, they have to do the cleaning themselves..so i guessed that they were very pleased with our visit there as they can do less work for the day..we snapped loads of pictures for our moral project and how i just wish i can go there again for another visit..

a bigger family..

my mom bought another two turtles..they are rather small and seem fragile..compared to two of mine which has been staying here for four months, they somehow look more yellowish in colour unlike mine when my mom first bought them..they are grey from the beginning and still are..i told my mom that they have jaundice because most babies have that as soon as they are born..maybe baby turtles are the same as human babies..my mom didn't believe me..maybe it's not true..my dad had a different opinion though..he said that as the turtles came from indonesia, maybe they swallowed too much mud due to the tsunami and turned all yellowish upon reaching the shore of singapore before exporting them to malaysia..all together, there are now five turtles in the one and a half feet aquarium..they look so CUTE!! i hope none of them will die so soon...

last entry for this week..

as i can only online on weekends, it's best i post another entry..this is a new curfew..NO internet on weekdays..have to revise for SPM..that's what my mom tells and reminds me constantly..my ears itch every time i hear that..but it's true..SPM is really near and i am getting nervous..intimidating..classes are sure getting tougher..i love my mom so much for caring for me and i mean it..

my stomach is upset..i can't wait for the pain to go off..i know it will..maybe i lack exercise..that's why i am having soreness everywhere..

i know i will begin to hate tuesdays and thursdays now..school ends at 2.30 pm and i have tuition at 4..when am i going to find time to complete my homework?? at night? then i'll miss my tv time..i should remind myself again..cut down on tv..study..study..study..SPM's coming..sometimes it works, you know..when the spiritual self is stronger than the body, it's easier to do anything..just follow your heart..but it's a rare thing when that happens..it's rare to me at least..

i can't wait to drive..if i can get my licence sooner, that will be so cool..let me just dream on until the time comes..

tuition schedule..

my schedule for year 2005..it's quite similar to last year's though..

monday
4.00-5.30 pm - modern mathematics
5.30-7.00 pm - chemistry

tuesday
4.00-5.30 pm - bahasa melayu
5.30-7.00 pm - physics

wednesday
4.00-5.30 pm - accounts
5.30-7.00 pm - history

thursday
4.00-5.30 pm - biology
5.30-7.00 pm - additional mathematics

friday
4.00-5.30 pm - english


i guess it's not tight compared to my other friends..tell me what you think..

this one is especially dedicated to miss ale..

sunday
3.00-500 pm - all sorts of classes..

the first week of school..

well, school has started and my homework is already piling up!! puan nalini gave us essay on the first day of school..how cruel..anyway, i won't blame her..as she had said, "you have been resting since the holidays..now it's time to put on the FULL GEAR!!"..she was so excited and enthusiastic..as if she will be sitting for spm, not us..i am currently doing a countdown..not for new year but for spm..305 days to go..

dull..

my stomach's growling and it's only 5.20 pm..guess i have to wait for another hour or two to have my dinner..time is moving so slowly when i desperately wanted it to be speedy..

it's over..

it has come to an end for the year..i just can't wait for another year to celebrate it again..well, i can do absolutely nothing about it..forced to wait till next year..after spm..how i wish i can have christmas every day..then i no longer have to worry and lament over it when it is nearing 12 midnight of the 26 dec..my joy for the day had come to an end..now i have to face the reality that a new year is awaiting right ahead of me..in exactly a week's time..i want to go and watch a movie before school reopens..but i am scared..i don't know why..scared of everything..i just can't bear to see the time slipping away when i am doing nothing beneficial..duyun, i told you i can't keep it long..just can't find the mood to write a lot..so this is it..my short entry for today..